In high school, I spent most of my time in the library, not
because I was a nerd or anything but I was fond of books and their knowledge.
Ever since the divorce of my parents, I read books as a way to escape the cruel
reality, sometimes it helped and other times it didn't but because I read a lot
my writing skills were improved.
It was a Thursday afternoon and I had been
stuck in the library to finish an essay response for my AP English which I told
my teacher I would turn it by the end of day.Typically I didn't ask for extensions but there were times that I
had to work very late and was not able to complete my assignments. But
thankfully my teachers understood my situation and were able to give me an
extension in my assignments. As I typed the last sentence, I felt someone hands on
my face covering my eyes,
"I wonder who it could be." I
knew it was my boyfriend but I just played along with him for the fun of it.He uncovered my eyes, “Hey, there you are.” I told him. He lean
over and kissed me. “Are you ready to go?” he asked me. I gave
him a special look, a look that I was not ready to leave yet.
“Just give me 5
more minutes.” I told him.
“I thought you
finished the response last night.”
“Well, I lied. Last
night I was too tired from work to finish it, but I'm done now. I'm just making
some final adjustments." I replied as I continued to type the rest of the
conclusion.
"Just turn it in like that, it's
perfect." He started to massage my shoulders.
"You know me, I'm
a perfectionist." I smiled.
He stood there patiently while I finished
the paper. Now that I think about, I felt that I wasn’t the girlfriend who he
deserved; I would dedicate more time focusing on my school then giving my
attention to him. One of the reasons that I felt like Ricardo was because I
felt like I could always count on him, that he will always be there in the good
and the bad times and even the days I would go crazy.
"Okay, I'm done."
"Finally, now we
could go the movies." he smiled.
"Let me go turn
in the paper, meet you by your car." I said.
I walked over to Ms. Linda's classroom.
"Come in
Reyna."
"Thank you for
allowing me to turn in the paper late." I handled the paper.
"I understand Reyna;
you have a lot of things going on."
She glimpse over my paper,
"Good analysis
Reyna." She told me as she read through it.
"You're a great
writer."
I smiled.
“Really?” I asked.
“I’m sure of it, you
should really think about majoring in English. Have you decided what school you’re
going?” she asked me.
“Not yet, I’m still
doubting.” I replied.
I walked towards the exit,
"I almost forgot we're you able to write
the letter of recommendation for the program."
I said.
"Oh yes, I
did."
"Thank you Ms.
Linda."
I never thought of myself as a writer,
especially a gifted one. One of the difficulties I had in school was writing,
it took time to express my ideas without any grammar issues. And when teachers
like Ms. Linda commented on my writing I was shocked because I never saw myself
as a person who was good with words. I started to walked
to Ricardo’s car when I spotted Diego coming the opposite direction, at this
point of my relationship with Ricardo I felt no need to avoid Diego anymore.
However, as I kept getting closer to him I turned around and change direction.
I had no idea why I had just done that, as if I still had feelings for Diego.
As I approached parking lot, I saw Ricardo talking to his ex-girlfriend
Stephanie. Even thought that they ended in good terms, I felt it was a bit
weird to be friends. Ever since he ended his relationship with her, I’ve
noticed that they bonded more than they needed to. I’m not the jealous type but
sometimes I felt like he was more comfortable with her compared to me.
“Hey, I’m ready.” I told him.
“Hey Reyna! I’m asking Ricardo if he
wants to dance in my sister’s quince.”
“Oh really? That’s great.” I lied, I
didn’t want to seem rude in that time.
“But he’s unsure about it.” She
added.
I smiled.
“Okay, I’ll do it.”
I wanted him to say
no, but I felt that was selfish of me to ask him to do that. On the way to the
theater, I wanted to tell Ricardo how I felt about him hanging out with
Stephanie but I couldn’t get the words out of my mouth.
“Are you okay?” he sense that
something was wrong and he was right. He held my hand. “Yeah.” I smiled,
pretending that nothing was bothering me. “Reyna, you know that I like you a
lot… I mean a lot…” I smiled every time he started to compliment me and that’s
why I like him, because with him I felt important and special.
“Of course I do.” I responded.
“Of course I do.” I responded.
“I know we haven’t seen each other
in the last few days but I just want you to know that I love you and don’t ever
think I will leave you.”
TO BE CONTINUED.... Stay Tuned. :)
*** Just like I mention, I'm extending the story by adding dialogue, so from now on I will be adding other people's perspective in the narration. (Their text will be in color.)
TO BE CONTINUED.... Stay Tuned. :)
*** Just like I mention, I'm extending the story by adding dialogue, so from now on I will be adding other people's perspective in the narration. (Their text will be in color.)
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